My Weekly Blog reflections

The prayers of Jesus was some time by himself and others with his disciples. He mostly isolate himself and pray alone during in the morning. Through out the seminary i start to think about why Jesus has to separate himself from the disciples and pray all alone. This thought went for a while in my mind, on how to pray alone not in my room but somewhere else, it could be on near by place like a park, playing ground or any place which is convenience for me to pray. Therefore, i started to plan towards that, style of Jesus praying. It took me a while to get place to pray because there no free place to isolate myself for praying. This made me to try it in my room, having a place in my room to serve as my praying room. Within a moment of time and days, i was able to start praying from the morning and this was good for me to have time with God. But as time goes on, it began to change, since i was always busy to have such time to pray. This made me to try to get a place in my working area at

March post Wounds are meant to happen so that it can heal and leaving a scar to remember. Through healing we get to know our mistake and learn from that. But from the book of Isaiah chapter 53, illustrated that, some wounds are inevitably meant to happen in order to save life. When life are save, it gives a reason to live again and to change your life in good way, someone will say another second chance. Wounds that hurt others are mostly meant to happen in our daily life but we get to forgive and forget about those wounds. Love is faster that bullet  and forgiveness is faster than hurt.  Therefore, we should remember that, when we're not wounded, we can't learn to survive in this life. My best friend got wounded by his ex-wife, by divorcing him. He got hurt through that and he really learn a lesson from that, through his bad behavior. Through that, he also got heal by accepting to change from his previous life style. Jesus came to pay the doubt we own. He didn't own th

February post During my silence with God, I came to understand that you need to allow the will of God to prevail in every situation you’re in at that moment. Since when one is in silence, he or she is waiting to hear from God. But at that moment it might be that, God is not also willing to speak to you. And all you need to do is to give Him thanksgiving for everything. I have to understand that and try to apply it for me, when any moment I’m in silence to wait upon God. I have to let God knows that, only His will is pleasing, acceptable and better for my life. If there was no show of God’s voice during my silence, I still have to know that, he will speaks to me according to His will. Because something we might be in a waiting period of silence to hear God for a miracle or for some answers. And when there is no show of God’s voice, we become frustrated. And the devil uses it as a tools to manipulate us. But God was assuring me that, I need to allow His will to be done and surely H

January post After reading the Bible passages, I found out that, I need to be still in my heart to search for the voice of God. And I can only do that when I’m in silence. Therefore, I need to shut down every voices within me and be still in my heart to search for the still voice of God. When reading John 11, what I learnt was to believe in the voice of God. There have been a moment in my life, when believing in God, has really been a pain inside me. Waiting for some answers which to me it seems impossible to get those answers. But when I focus on Jesus, all that I could hear was, keeping believing in me. And this has kept me going and going. I delay my posting for this year spiritual formation because I was waiting on God for something. And I wanted to use this course as a practical experience in my life. The moment I saw the January post on silence, I thought if I can use this lesson to heal God’s voice. By the grace of God, I was able to search in my heart and be silence to